Wednesday, 5 November 2014


Morning everyone, Let me know in the comments how you all are?. Today i want to talk about shaving for girl, I dont quite understand why girls have so much hair, some people in different countrys dont have any hair at all on the body only the hair of the head. Im not one of those lucky girls. Im the one with hair everywhere and i have to try and get rid of it without people notising that i look like a man. As i have gotten older things have got slightly worse for me but i will keep trying to cope with it.

I have tried laser removal and that hasn't worked, i have tried waxing and it just hurts, so the only reasonable option for me had been plucking and Shaving. Its a short term solution but that is what i shall have to cope with for the rest of my life. 

Sunday, 2 November 2014

November Goals

November is the month to start taking control and to start living, i can talk the talk but i cant actually make myself do t and to me that is what you call disappointing your whole family, i have alot of things that i want to accomplish this month but as per usual im proberly gonna fail badly. I have a lot of things that i want to do but my brain stops me and nobody cant see that, it is the most powerful part in your body and it can be debilitating if it is controling you. 
I dont know exactly how i am gonna get over this but i will. I now need money very badly, what are the lengths would you go through if you needed money bad. 

I want to get a job at a clothes shop so i have to find the courage to go in and very desperately ask for a job and refuse the answer no. How do you do that? I would ofer to start straight away and do a few days voluntary so i get some experience under my pelt and do such a good job that they cant say no to me cause i would be there greatest asset! Then work as much as i can to get money for Christmas and get everyone pressies, but to be successful and do what i want to do, i have to work hard at my job for money then i would have to make videos in my spare time and blogs after work and make time for my boyfriend and friends. When you put it in a paragraph like this, it sounds like a big challenge, blogging and video making takes a lot of effort but you cant blog about nothing, you have to put money into doing something so you can post about it.

It would be fun if i was already getting money from this but i dont have that many viewers and that is cause i dont do it regular, but i keep trying and i will try and one day, i will have enough people to talk to instead of talkking to myself.

My weight has become an issue for me again and i need to stop eating food like i do, i now i have devised a plan so that everything i do i shall be righting down what i do and what i eat and what i feel. make put a weeks worth into a blog post if i keep it up! I wish i could go raw till 4 vegan cause i thing i would be able to do it, when i eventually get my own place that is what i shall do and they will be no temptation and if i go off the wagon it will be all my fault. My ideal weight for me is 140lbs/10 Stone. One day i shall get there and rove everyone wrong, watch this space. Xx   

Autumn Leaves Makeup Look

Good morning everyone, I hope you are all having a good day. Today i have for you a little look for the Autumn time and it reminds me of the colour of the leaves that fall to the ground at one point or another. 

Here is the picture of the finished look and then i will tell you how i did it. make sure to stay tuned.

Things I Used...

Colour 1 :Matte Brown from Technic Palette.
Colour 2 :Gun Metal from Urban Decay Naked Palette.
Colour 3 :Half Backed from Naked Palette.
Colour 4 :Buck from Naked Palette.
Colour 5 :Virgin from Naked palette.
Eye Liner :Felt Tip Pen from Collection, Thick Eye Crayon from Barry M, Water Proof Gel Liner from Rimmel London in colour Black 001.
Mascara in the colour Black Brown from Natural collection 
True Match Foundation by Loreal Paris in the colour Rosy Ivory.
Pressed Powder From Natural Collection in the colour Neutral.
Rimmel London Sun Shimmer Maxi Bronzing Powder for Contour.

Step One. I start with my eyes because i always end up getting some fallout. So i take my first colour and put it in my crease but not all the way into the inner eye just into the center.  
As i do for every shadow i pack on the colour with a dense brush then i blend it out with a blender brush.

Step Two. I take the second colour and put it on top of the crease colour but keep the shade on the outer side of my eye just to make the corner look even more darker. 

Step Three. I take colour number 3 and put it on most of my lids but still keeping the focus point on the center of my eye. 

Step Four. I put the same colour on the center of my eye lid to make the colour stand out more.

Step Five. I take colour number 4 and put it in the inner hollow part of eye to give that bit more demention using a blender brush.

Step Six. Then i take a colour number 5 which is the lightest shade i could find and i went ahead and put that just on my brow bone to give my eyes a lift and to make them look more awake.

Step Seven. Now that my eye shadow is done, i can go ahead and apply my eye liner. This is where i use a mix of Gel and Pen liner because as most girls, i have trouble getting my wings perfect so i use the Pen to line the eye. This time i went right into the corner of my eye. Then i use the Gel to create the wing as i feel for me it makes it more precise. Then when i am done i go over with the Pen to make the wing stand out a bit more. And luckily enough, that was the first time i got both wings right first time! Hehe.

Step Eight. I use a Pencil liner to do my water line and my tight line.(I dont know about you but when i do my tight line it really hurts and makes me cry. Not sure if i am doing it right but it looks good right?)

Step Nine. Next is the foundation, there are always debate going on, whether you should put it on before or after. I normally do this first but today i wanted a change so i put it on after the shadow. I put a bit on the back of my hand then i dot it all over my face so it is even. Then i use a buffing brush to blend it all in. Dont forget the neck and your ears if you re gonna have your hair up. 

Step Ten. I set my foundation with a powder using a multi task brush. 

Step Eleven. I now contour my face using a bronzer, and the one i am using has lasted for ever and i haven't hit pan yet! I apply that on my face using a kobookki brush and i put it just below my cheek bones and on the two highest points of my forehead and all around my neck because if you put it on your neck it gives the appearance of a thinner neck. 

Step Twelve. I put a dark red lip on as it is Autumn.
Step Thirteen. I take my hair down and it is naturally wavy. 

And that is how i did that. If you want to see any particular look then let me know in the comments so i can do it for you. hope you enjoyed this blog and i will see you tomoz with another one! 

Love you Xx