Morning everyone, Let me know in the comments how you all are?. Today i want to talk about shaving for girl, I dont quite understand why girls have so much hair, some people in different countrys dont have any hair at all on the body only the hair of the head. Im not one of those lucky girls. Im the one with hair everywhere and i have to try and get rid of it without people notising that i look like a man. As i have gotten older things have got slightly worse for me but i will keep trying to cope with it.
I have tried laser removal and that hasn't worked, i have tried waxing and it just hurts, so the only reasonable option for me had been plucking and Shaving. Its a short term solution but that is what i shall have to cope with for the rest of my life.
Wednesday, 5 November 2014
Sunday, 2 November 2014
November Goals
November is the month to start taking control and to start living, i can talk the talk but i cant actually make myself do t and to me that is what you call disappointing your whole family, i have alot of things that i want to accomplish this month but as per usual im proberly gonna fail badly. I have a lot of things that i want to do but my brain stops me and nobody cant see that, it is the most powerful part in your body and it can be debilitating if it is controling you.
I dont know exactly how i am gonna get over this but i will. I now need money very badly, what are the lengths would you go through if you needed money bad.
I want to get a job at a clothes shop so i have to find the courage to go in and very desperately ask for a job and refuse the answer no. How do you do that? I would ofer to start straight away and do a few days voluntary so i get some experience under my pelt and do such a good job that they cant say no to me cause i would be there greatest asset! Then work as much as i can to get money for Christmas and get everyone pressies, but to be successful and do what i want to do, i have to work hard at my job for money then i would have to make videos in my spare time and blogs after work and make time for my boyfriend and friends. When you put it in a paragraph like this, it sounds like a big challenge, blogging and video making takes a lot of effort but you cant blog about nothing, you have to put money into doing something so you can post about it.
It would be fun if i was already getting money from this but i dont have that many viewers and that is cause i dont do it regular, but i keep trying and i will try and one day, i will have enough people to talk to instead of talkking to myself.
My weight has become an issue for me again and i need to stop eating food like i do, i now i have devised a plan so that everything i do i shall be righting down what i do and what i eat and what i feel. make put a weeks worth into a blog post if i keep it up! I wish i could go raw till 4 vegan cause i thing i would be able to do it, when i eventually get my own place that is what i shall do and they will be no temptation and if i go off the wagon it will be all my fault. My ideal weight for me is 140lbs/10 Stone. One day i shall get there and rove everyone wrong, watch this space. Xx
I dont know exactly how i am gonna get over this but i will. I now need money very badly, what are the lengths would you go through if you needed money bad.
I want to get a job at a clothes shop so i have to find the courage to go in and very desperately ask for a job and refuse the answer no. How do you do that? I would ofer to start straight away and do a few days voluntary so i get some experience under my pelt and do such a good job that they cant say no to me cause i would be there greatest asset! Then work as much as i can to get money for Christmas and get everyone pressies, but to be successful and do what i want to do, i have to work hard at my job for money then i would have to make videos in my spare time and blogs after work and make time for my boyfriend and friends. When you put it in a paragraph like this, it sounds like a big challenge, blogging and video making takes a lot of effort but you cant blog about nothing, you have to put money into doing something so you can post about it.
It would be fun if i was already getting money from this but i dont have that many viewers and that is cause i dont do it regular, but i keep trying and i will try and one day, i will have enough people to talk to instead of talkking to myself.
My weight has become an issue for me again and i need to stop eating food like i do, i now i have devised a plan so that everything i do i shall be righting down what i do and what i eat and what i feel. make put a weeks worth into a blog post if i keep it up! I wish i could go raw till 4 vegan cause i thing i would be able to do it, when i eventually get my own place that is what i shall do and they will be no temptation and if i go off the wagon it will be all my fault. My ideal weight for me is 140lbs/10 Stone. One day i shall get there and rove everyone wrong, watch this space. Xx
Autumn Leaves Makeup Look
Good morning everyone, I hope you are all having a good day. Today i have for you a little look for the Autumn time and it reminds me of the colour of the leaves that fall to the ground at one point or another.
Here is the picture of the finished look and then i will tell you how i did it. make sure to stay tuned.
Things I Used...
EYES
Colour 1 :Matte Brown from Technic Palette.
Colour 2 :Gun Metal from Urban Decay Naked Palette.
Colour 3 :Half Backed from Naked Palette.
Colour 4 :Buck from Naked Palette.
Colour 5 :Virgin from Naked palette.
Eye Liner :Felt Tip Pen from Collection, Thick Eye Crayon from Barry M, Water Proof Gel Liner from Rimmel London in colour Black 001.
Mascara in the colour Black Brown from Natural collection
FACE
True Match Foundation by Loreal Paris in the colour Rosy Ivory.
Pressed Powder From Natural Collection in the colour Neutral.
Rimmel London Sun Shimmer Maxi Bronzing Powder for Contour.
Step One. I start with my eyes because i always end up getting some fallout. So i take my first colour and put it in my crease but not all the way into the inner eye just into the center.
As i do for every shadow i pack on the colour with a dense brush then i blend it out with a blender brush.
Step Two. I take the second colour and put it on top of the crease colour but keep the shade on the outer side of my eye just to make the corner look even more darker.
Step Three. I take colour number 3 and put it on most of my lids but still keeping the focus point on the center of my eye.
Step Four. I put the same colour on the center of my eye lid to make the colour stand out more.
Step Five. I take colour number 4 and put it in the inner hollow part of eye to give that bit more demention using a blender brush.
Step Six. Then i take a colour number 5 which is the lightest shade i could find and i went ahead and put that just on my brow bone to give my eyes a lift and to make them look more awake.
Step Seven. Now that my eye shadow is done, i can go ahead and apply my eye liner. This is where i use a mix of Gel and Pen liner because as most girls, i have trouble getting my wings perfect so i use the Pen to line the eye. This time i went right into the corner of my eye. Then i use the Gel to create the wing as i feel for me it makes it more precise. Then when i am done i go over with the Pen to make the wing stand out a bit more. And luckily enough, that was the first time i got both wings right first time! Hehe.
Step Eight. I use a Pencil liner to do my water line and my tight line.(I dont know about you but when i do my tight line it really hurts and makes me cry. Not sure if i am doing it right but it looks good right?)
Step Nine. Next is the foundation, there are always debate going on, whether you should put it on before or after. I normally do this first but today i wanted a change so i put it on after the shadow. I put a bit on the back of my hand then i dot it all over my face so it is even. Then i use a buffing brush to blend it all in. Dont forget the neck and your ears if you re gonna have your hair up.
Step Ten. I set my foundation with a powder using a multi task brush.
Step Eleven. I now contour my face using a bronzer, and the one i am using has lasted for ever and i haven't hit pan yet! I apply that on my face using a kobookki brush and i put it just below my cheek bones and on the two highest points of my forehead and all around my neck because if you put it on your neck it gives the appearance of a thinner neck.
Step Twelve. I put a dark red lip on as it is Autumn.
Step Thirteen. I take my hair down and it is naturally wavy.
And that is how i did that. If you want to see any particular look then let me know in the comments so i can do it for you. hope you enjoyed this blog and i will see you tomoz with another one!
Love you Xx
Here is the picture of the finished look and then i will tell you how i did it. make sure to stay tuned.
Things I Used...
EYES
Colour 1 :Matte Brown from Technic Palette.
Colour 2 :Gun Metal from Urban Decay Naked Palette.
Colour 3 :Half Backed from Naked Palette.
Colour 4 :Buck from Naked Palette.
Colour 5 :Virgin from Naked palette.
Eye Liner :Felt Tip Pen from Collection, Thick Eye Crayon from Barry M, Water Proof Gel Liner from Rimmel London in colour Black 001.
Mascara in the colour Black Brown from Natural collection
FACE
True Match Foundation by Loreal Paris in the colour Rosy Ivory.
Pressed Powder From Natural Collection in the colour Neutral.
Rimmel London Sun Shimmer Maxi Bronzing Powder for Contour.
Step One. I start with my eyes because i always end up getting some fallout. So i take my first colour and put it in my crease but not all the way into the inner eye just into the center.
As i do for every shadow i pack on the colour with a dense brush then i blend it out with a blender brush.
Step Two. I take the second colour and put it on top of the crease colour but keep the shade on the outer side of my eye just to make the corner look even more darker.
Step Three. I take colour number 3 and put it on most of my lids but still keeping the focus point on the center of my eye.
Step Four. I put the same colour on the center of my eye lid to make the colour stand out more.
Step Five. I take colour number 4 and put it in the inner hollow part of eye to give that bit more demention using a blender brush.
Step Six. Then i take a colour number 5 which is the lightest shade i could find and i went ahead and put that just on my brow bone to give my eyes a lift and to make them look more awake.
Step Seven. Now that my eye shadow is done, i can go ahead and apply my eye liner. This is where i use a mix of Gel and Pen liner because as most girls, i have trouble getting my wings perfect so i use the Pen to line the eye. This time i went right into the corner of my eye. Then i use the Gel to create the wing as i feel for me it makes it more precise. Then when i am done i go over with the Pen to make the wing stand out a bit more. And luckily enough, that was the first time i got both wings right first time! Hehe.
Step Eight. I use a Pencil liner to do my water line and my tight line.(I dont know about you but when i do my tight line it really hurts and makes me cry. Not sure if i am doing it right but it looks good right?)
Step Nine. Next is the foundation, there are always debate going on, whether you should put it on before or after. I normally do this first but today i wanted a change so i put it on after the shadow. I put a bit on the back of my hand then i dot it all over my face so it is even. Then i use a buffing brush to blend it all in. Dont forget the neck and your ears if you re gonna have your hair up.
Step Ten. I set my foundation with a powder using a multi task brush.
Step Eleven. I now contour my face using a bronzer, and the one i am using has lasted for ever and i haven't hit pan yet! I apply that on my face using a kobookki brush and i put it just below my cheek bones and on the two highest points of my forehead and all around my neck because if you put it on your neck it gives the appearance of a thinner neck.
Step Twelve. I put a dark red lip on as it is Autumn.
Step Thirteen. I take my hair down and it is naturally wavy.
And that is how i did that. If you want to see any particular look then let me know in the comments so i can do it for you. hope you enjoyed this blog and i will see you tomoz with another one!
Love you Xx
Sunday, 26 October 2014
Living With Parents
Not much has been going on with me at the moment. Well i have got a new boyfriend and he is the cutest ever. But that is about all.
Today i am gonna be taking about living with parents. Now at the moment i am 20 and i think time is going to go really quick from now on so i have to start thinking about when i am gonna move out and get my own place. The thing is i don't have any money at all, I am struggling to get into work and i really dont want to go on job seekers, just thinking about it right now makes me feel sick and my anxiety levels go sky high.
My mum isnt gonna be around for ever and i need to find a good way to get money and not get bored of what i do cause i dont want to be stuck doing the same thing for the rest of my life and not like it. Thats just not living.
There are lots of pro and cons to living with you parents and here it is.
Pros...
* You get to see your parents all the time.
* You only have to pay low rates to stay in the house.
* You get to mess around with your siblings if you have any.
* Food magically appears in your fridge.
* You dont have to do all the cleaning for your self.
Cons...
* Siblings that you dont like take the piss out of you all the time for being better than you.
* Parents nag at you for not doing no work in the house even though you hover the floors and wash your own clothes.
* The food that does turn up is food that you dont want to eat and is bad for you and you cant eat it, but you have to as there is nothing else to eat.
* You have no control over how the house may look.
* Siblings make it even messier when you have just made it all clean and sparkly!
So yeah, pros and cons all the way round but i have to stay cause i cause affort a flat to myself. I just have to keep wishing that one day i will get what i want and i will be living just happy on my own then i can get my own healthy food and lose this extra weight i have! Haha
It will happen one day i Promise you all! :)
Thanks for reading, dont forget to leave a comment down below about your thoughts of living with your parents and stay tuned for tomorrow for more Zobo talking!
Speak soon! :) Xx
Today i am gonna be taking about living with parents. Now at the moment i am 20 and i think time is going to go really quick from now on so i have to start thinking about when i am gonna move out and get my own place. The thing is i don't have any money at all, I am struggling to get into work and i really dont want to go on job seekers, just thinking about it right now makes me feel sick and my anxiety levels go sky high.
My mum isnt gonna be around for ever and i need to find a good way to get money and not get bored of what i do cause i dont want to be stuck doing the same thing for the rest of my life and not like it. Thats just not living.
There are lots of pro and cons to living with you parents and here it is.
Pros...
* You get to see your parents all the time.
* You only have to pay low rates to stay in the house.
* You get to mess around with your siblings if you have any.
* Food magically appears in your fridge.
* You dont have to do all the cleaning for your self.
Cons...
* Siblings that you dont like take the piss out of you all the time for being better than you.
* Parents nag at you for not doing no work in the house even though you hover the floors and wash your own clothes.
* The food that does turn up is food that you dont want to eat and is bad for you and you cant eat it, but you have to as there is nothing else to eat.
* You have no control over how the house may look.
* Siblings make it even messier when you have just made it all clean and sparkly!
So yeah, pros and cons all the way round but i have to stay cause i cause affort a flat to myself. I just have to keep wishing that one day i will get what i want and i will be living just happy on my own then i can get my own healthy food and lose this extra weight i have! Haha
It will happen one day i Promise you all! :)
Thanks for reading, dont forget to leave a comment down below about your thoughts of living with your parents and stay tuned for tomorrow for more Zobo talking!
Speak soon! :) Xx
Tuesday, 9 September 2014
This Week Of Adventures
This weeks of adventures is gonna be fun, I have planned to meet a guy and he is quite lovely. We plan to get to the cinema on Tuesday then if it all goes well we might go to Great yarmouth... I dont think i spelt that right. haha I will have to write about what actually happened.
To be honest i dont like meeting new people cause i dont know what they are thinking of me. I have a lot of social anxiety about it all but i just have to suck it up and try to be my crazy self. When i get nervous i always end up laughing for no reason! Its just how i deal with awkward situation.
Xx
To be honest i dont like meeting new people cause i dont know what they are thinking of me. I have a lot of social anxiety about it all but i just have to suck it up and try to be my crazy self. When i get nervous i always end up laughing for no reason! Its just how i deal with awkward situation.
Xx
Sunday, 7 September 2014
Sorry about the distances, Being ill. Xx
Well hello there. Hope you are well and i know it have heen a hell of a long time for me not being on here. i don't really have any reason apart from me not being myself.
My mind has been pushing me to the limits and i have been finding it hard to resist. This must be sounding ridiculous to you but its just what i am thinking and im not quite sure how to stop it.
I have been to the doctors and they have put me on meds but that didnt work, i went to see a specialist and he said it is just a low mood. I dont trust him cause i have had this since i have been in high school so how come it can be a LOW MOOD when i still fucking suffer from it. I know it is gonna be with me for a while but if i have to deal with it forever, i dont want to live like this.
So i have now gone into shut down mode and it has been a month now. I am in trouble with my mum because i haven't been going to the job center. I wasn't even looking for a job anyway, so i was basically cheating the system anyways. I dont know how to tell her that i dont want a job because i dont feel capable of it. The job i do feel capable of is doing youtube and this because i am my own boss and i get to do what i want. I take everything to heart and if i am in my room no one can hurt me apart from people online but i tend not to listen to them and block them.
http://youtu.be/9xbRJt63QZw
I dont have many subscriber to make it into a job yet though. still working on that one.
But speaking about the now i am ILL and it is not very nice. My mum got ill first then it was me. It started off with a sore throat, then a million sneezes, then all night i felt really sick. By the morning i was actually sick. NOT nice at all. After i was sick i started to feel better but the sneezing and the blocked nose and the watery eyes were still there. That is about where i am on the illness point of view. Xx
My mind has been pushing me to the limits and i have been finding it hard to resist. This must be sounding ridiculous to you but its just what i am thinking and im not quite sure how to stop it.
I have been to the doctors and they have put me on meds but that didnt work, i went to see a specialist and he said it is just a low mood. I dont trust him cause i have had this since i have been in high school so how come it can be a LOW MOOD when i still fucking suffer from it. I know it is gonna be with me for a while but if i have to deal with it forever, i dont want to live like this.
So i have now gone into shut down mode and it has been a month now. I am in trouble with my mum because i haven't been going to the job center. I wasn't even looking for a job anyway, so i was basically cheating the system anyways. I dont know how to tell her that i dont want a job because i dont feel capable of it. The job i do feel capable of is doing youtube and this because i am my own boss and i get to do what i want. I take everything to heart and if i am in my room no one can hurt me apart from people online but i tend not to listen to them and block them.
http://youtu.be/9xbRJt63QZw
I dont have many subscriber to make it into a job yet though. still working on that one.
But speaking about the now i am ILL and it is not very nice. My mum got ill first then it was me. It started off with a sore throat, then a million sneezes, then all night i felt really sick. By the morning i was actually sick. NOT nice at all. After i was sick i started to feel better but the sneezing and the blocked nose and the watery eyes were still there. That is about where i am on the illness point of view. Xx
Tuesday, 27 May 2014
Finding My Way Back to The Internet
Soo... Peeps it has been a couple of weeks since i have spoken on here. The only reason i can give you is that i lost my way in life and was digging a hole in the ground that i didnt think i could get out of, but the hole is starting to get smaller and i am managing to find my way out.
I have made a lot of changes in my life that are meant to be for the better. I have been cleaning the house i live in and im trying to keep it in tip top condition, Also i have literally gotten too fat for my jeans so i have put myself on a sort of a diet? I saw this idea on Clothesencounters so i thought i would try it out. I have chosen to take a picture of everything i eat in an attempt to get my eating habits under control. The angle that i am coming from is that if i take a pic of ALL the food i eat and drink then I will concisely think or look to see if i have had it in a while, Plus because i am taking pics of everything i will want it to look prettier and more appeasing for me.
Here are my Rule for my new eating habits!
I have made a lot of changes in my life that are meant to be for the better. I have been cleaning the house i live in and im trying to keep it in tip top condition, Also i have literally gotten too fat for my jeans so i have put myself on a sort of a diet? I saw this idea on Clothesencounters so i thought i would try it out. I have chosen to take a picture of everything i eat in an attempt to get my eating habits under control. The angle that i am coming from is that if i take a pic of ALL the food i eat and drink then I will concisely think or look to see if i have had it in a while, Plus because i am taking pics of everything i will want it to look prettier and more appeasing for me.
Here are my Rule for my new eating habits!
- One jug of tea in the morning and night.
- Orange Juice during the day.
- Chocolate once a week.
- Lower my portion sizes
- Take a pic of everything i Eat and Drink.
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