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Monday, 24 August 2015

Emotional Weekend.

How was everyone's weekend? Mine wasn't the best, Iv done a lot of thinking, not good thinking bad thinking. Basically i had a discussion with someone close and they told me all the bad things that my sister had said to me and now i cant stop thinking about it and its made my mood even worse now. 

Now i feel i cant talk to anyone and nobody understands me. So im pretty much stuck in a rut at the min with nobody to help me out. 

On a plus side i got to see my god daughter and be with her all weekend! She is so cute and funny, and on Sunday night i was playing with her cat Tiger and safe to say he ripped my hand apart cause i let him play with my hair then as i was trying to get my hair out of his claws and he got a bit too playful! haha  So i have about 10 cuts on my right hand and they really hurt at the moment but they will heal. :) 

That s all for today, don't really have much else to say. speak soon,

Love you all and thanks for reading   

Zoe

The Zobo Show 
Xx

Thursday, 20 August 2015

Odd Day At The Hospital!

Hey guys, 
Today i have been to the hospital with my mum because she has a bad thumb and it has been that way for a while. So we signed in with the self service machine but they still didn't know we were there. Like what the heck is up with that. What is the point of having self service displayed if its not gonna be used, so we were sitting there for longer than planned. So we got there at 11:30AM and we actually got out at 2:00! That was a bit of a pain in the but. 

RAMBEL!

Hey, How are you all today? Its is Thursday 20th of August and the time is 2:43pm. I got up to feed the chicken as i am i looking after it for a friend. They have some plum trees so i took some from the tree, they said i could by the way. The weather is gloomy with a bit of sun. Today i feel very tired and lonley, i cleaned out my guinea pig Clive and i have watch all the youtube videos and programs i could find. 

But last night my brain flipped a switch and i am now laying around again feeling sad for myself, i have to go to the doctors soon cause i just cant control my mood on my own so people like me have to rely on pills but i have to wait for my mum to come back because last time i went on my own they didn't understand me and didn't help at all. I don't know if you know but i have PCOS and it basically plays hell on my period meaning i don't get them very often and because of fluctuating hormones my mood is up and down so if i get on the pill or something like that it could help me. There is also a chance i wont be able to have children which thinking about it kills me inside. 

But the reason why i need to get that sorted now is because i have been offered a job at a shop when there is a position available. And i have only been able to work for two months then i have some sort of mental breakdown and quit my job because i don't think i can handle it. But i don't want to quit this one, so i have to do everything i can before it all happens again. The only time that i want to quit is when i make it my career on YouTube and blogging, then i will quit properly.  

These are the things i keep telling myself for when i get a job   
  •  I can buy outfits for OOTD
  •  I can buy the latest makeup and do reviews 
  •  Movie reviews 
  •  Buy a new camera
  •  Interesting daily vlogs
I have been doing YouTube for 2 and half year now on and off so i want to make something of it. I always imagine what it would be like to be your own boss and do when ever you want. maybe this year or next year will be better. X
 

Sunday, 26 July 2015

Back For Good!? Xx

Hey Everyone, How are you all today? 

In England its quite a raining day. I wanted to do some laundry but the whether has gotten in the way of that so, we will just have to move on. 

I'm going to try and start to be a better blogger from now on and i know i probably say that every post but i swear this one is different, I got a bit of inspiration from a YouTuber, will leave the link below...

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ck_IH7ruLHg

And if you dont know already, i have a channel Called The Zobo Show. I know you are not meant to focus on the number of subscriber you have but it is pretty hard not too! And some how i managed to lose 3 and at the current time i had 158 subscriber so i am down to 155. It did make me feel a bit sad but there is nothing i could have done about it so i have to move on. 

I made a new video yesterday and i was pretty happy with the outcome of the look, here are some of the pictures i took.


   
And sorry my eyebrow aint the best i just really hate sorting them out but i do need to do that really soon. 
I want to get the video up for tomorrow or Tuesday. 

Now i am off to see my best friend around the corner so see you all back here tomorrow! :D 

The Zobo Show

Zoe

Xx


 

Wednesday, 10 June 2015

Big FAT Fail!

Hey friends! How are you all doing? 

Today i though i was gonna come to you with some good new like i am still a vegan and excersise is going well and stuff like that but guess what? My mood has got the better of me and i have failed at everything. Its properly not good to start a blog like this but its sooo normal to me now days and i feel horrible for it. 

Things That Have Gone Wrong This Week>>>
  • I am a terrible vegan and have found that if i cant get the food myself, i have to suffer and probs starve myself or have what my mum gives me. Maybe i should wait till i do have my own money so i can get myself the fruit i like to eat.
  •  I have opened a can of tin milk and thats not vegan either, but i have decided to have a can every couple of weeks instead of 4 cans a week.
  • I haven't exercised very much proberly because i have been in a bad place of my mind at the moment. Its really stuipid and people dont understand that when i get in this mood (For no particular reason) its a struggle to do a lot of things. And this is why i think i have something wrong with me but people say that i am a lazy idiot! 
  • I havent had water in a day or two and i have lost now weight.! 
This is getting me a lil bit angry now so i am gonna stop but please come back next week to see what has changed if anything. Xx   

Monday, 1 June 2015

Its A Vlogging Month! :) Xx

Helloo pretty people! How are you all today? 

I feel like this is where my summer begins and im feeling really good about JUNE! I have already made some lifestyle changes and it has been a week or two.
  
CHANGES I HAVE MADE>>>
  • I am drinking more water around 1.5L+ everyday and i have cut out my tea because because everyone keeps saying that its the problem that is making me "FAT" But at the moment i haven't seen any change. My friend lea says my skin is getting clearer but i don't see a difference yet.
  • I have become a Half Vegan if that even counts, I pretty much eat raw till 4 at home but ever other day i go to my boyfriends house for the evening and he cooks and hes not a vegan so i have to have what he has basically, maaybe i will one day fine the guts but if we don't eat together, we pretty much wont be doing hardly anything together so im not quite ready for that change yet.
  • Need to start exercising and going for walks/bike rides on my own but baby steps at the min.  
  • I have started growing my nails again, just to prove my boyfriend wrong!
Not very many but they are pretty important things. My friend Lea is back from UNI and its like i have my comfort blanket back, i missed her soo bad and i am happy she is round the corner from me again. She makes me feel really confident and positive. I love that girl she is the best est friend a girl can have and i am determined to make this summer a good one. 

CHANGES I NEED TO MAKE>>>
  • Make some money.
  • Start stepping out of my comfort zone that i have been in for a year now.  
  • Start exercising like running, walking, basket-balling, biking.
  • Keep up with the vlogging and posting just like i keep up with the Kardashians! haha 
  • Be a better girlfriend.
  • Sort out the inside and the outside of my head.
I have to go wash my hair now so that is all i shall write today, hopefully i will be back with another post next Monday but until then, have a great week and be the best you can be! 

Love you all lots!
Xx


Zoe Adams 
The Zobo Show 

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